So here it is, my last night in america, well, at least until i get back from where I'm going. I'll be gone 3 months. At first that's what I wanted. But then, saying good bye was the hardest thing. It was so hard. I have such good friends, and i know such good people. It hurts so bad to leave them all behind. On the other hand, i know such good people where I'm going, and it has been ery hard being away from them. promised I would come back, and I'm fulfilling the promise. I guess shakespeare knew what he was talking about when he wrote "parting is such sweet sorrow" As everyone hugged me good-bye, i wanted to cry. I did after everyone left. That's what absolutly sucks about my situation, whereever I am, I'm always missing someone like hell. i guess that's just the way things are...

quotes anyone?

hello, these are just some quotes i'd like to share with you, i don't know exactly who said them, but i'll credit the ones I do know...
"If you have no shame, then do what you want" -islamic hadith

"when someone starts getting all pissy- shit with you remember this: It takes about 42 muscles in your face frown. However, it only takes 4 muscles in extend your arm and bitchslap that mother*&%#+! upside the head..."

"just love, and the world will love you back."

"while everyone is lost, the battle is won, with all these things that I've done" -The killers

"Wuh-ell yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that somethin' could make me feel that sad. It's like, ih ih, ih it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid..." -Butters from south park describing how he felt after being dumped by a girl friend

help me

i don't believe i have ever been so irritated in my life. I reset my hotmail account password, and now i can't remember it. shoot me now. I'm so unbelieveably frustrated. I feel like taking a gun and shooting my computer until it coughs up my password and lets me access my contacts and everyone else I know. This is so unbelieveably frustrating. Some one just come shoot me. My brain is going absolutely nuts over this. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone fucking help me. You wanna know the worst part? I can't remember the answer to my secret question. And there's this other option that says to send an email to your account to reset the password.....dumbasses, how the fuck am i supposed to recieve that email if i can't FUCKING ACCESS MY EMAIL ACOUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKIN' A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't there some sort of number that i can call so that someone can just give me my password??????
FUCKIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
fuck me for shits and giggles!!!!!!!!!!!! fuckin bitches!

the count down

Well, about 23 more days till I'm gone to damascus, syria for the summer. It'sbeen a really long time since I've been there, about 2 years. I have a lot of cousins and people there, so i'm really looking forward to it. I'm going to have to miss the last 2 weeks of school(yay) and take my finals early(eww). So yea, there was also a gun threat at my school yesterday, so i skipped and went to a yoga class instead. I was actually more productive in my house than i would have been in school. I got my english Essay done, and i finished filming my german video. So yea, if you ask me, we spend way to much time in school doing absolutely nothing. I'm just bored with it, you know??