Thursday, April 12, 2007

So I finally got onto a computer that would let me sign on to this new blogger. So it's been like what? 4 months since i've published? anywho, what gives? I'm on spring break and there's only about 43 more days of school left(YAY). I'm looking forward to the summer. I plan on taking a college class in economics, we'll see how that goes. But lately i have been overjoyed with the amount of freetime i have on spring break. I didn't go anywhere because i'm going to Damascus for a good month in August, and i may miss the first day of my senior year(another yay). Iwas about to not go, but then i just remembered my uncle and kicked myself for ever even considering not going. So ya. BUt back to spring break. I have been enjoying every secnd of staying home, reading, watching SVU gallore, and strangers on youtube. I got to see my brother and talk to him, which is always a good thing. I also got some work, for school, work, and other. I guess i'm being semi-productive. But I really needed the down-time. I'm applying to be on my city's youth branch of city council. I'm thinking i have a good chance. I just need to get one more letter of recomendation, and my application should complete. I'm also waiting for my ACT score to come in the mail. I want to know. I already know where i'm applying. I know this much. I gotta get out of here. I can't stay here for college. At least not for the first year or two. I am in desperate need of a change. So my first choce is the AUC. That's right, American University of Cairo, in Egypt. I may do prep for a journalism degree, or something. I'm not sure but for my last two years, i may transfer into U of M ann arbor just so i can get my degree from there. But right afterwards, I'd go staight back to the Middle East. I know this is rediculous , setting a template of my what my life shall be. BUt as of right now, this is what I'm thinking. I'm perfectly aware that plans change and people change. But all i know, is that change is one thing i am extremely fond of at this point.
I mean, I have lived in this place my whole damn life, I've known the people and places and ways for just way too long. I need a change of scenery. I need someplace where I can grow and learn more about myself and the world. I need a new prespective with all new people. The down side is, is that i'm still going to be here for another good year, that is, before i graduate High School. I guess, I'll just enjoy it for what its worth, but all the while anticipate what lies ahead. It's exiting, the course of my whole life lies in my own two hands(to a certain extent, I know it's all written). I think i may end up being dirt poor for the beginning, but i know it'll be so worth it. Life experiences. That's what I'm out for. That, and good times.
I'll keep ya posted.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

all you need is love love love, love is all you need....