how can just one little comment ruin someone's entire day? It's like someone just pissed in your eye and the stinging just won't go away.

Why are people not nice? why are they just simply not friendly? Everyone. No one invites an opportunity to have a new friend. Why? goddammit.

why do i want to cry when there is nothing to cry about?

why can't i get over my pathetic fucking self?

"it's just lately I've been feeling, like i don't belong, like the grounds' not mine, to walk upon." Bright Eyes said it so well.

I guess i'm not the only one.

yet i feel so alone.

I'm so lonely.

I'm so lonely.

This is one of the worst feelings in the world, and it sucks because I know it all to well.

Not even strangers care to comment on my blog.

please, if your reading this, say something, anything.

help me.

say something.

save me from myself.

Yesterday, Today, andTomorrow

so winter break is coming to an end. School tomorrow. It the new year, i think that's nuts. 2006 has been good for me i think. Its had its ups and downs, but it was pretty much up hill, and i'm glad. I got some life experiences and I've grown. I experience love, war, responsability, disappointment in myself, work, real fear and real sadness. I've learned more about the person I am and am still in the process of figuring out who i want to be. I've learned who real friends are, and that Family is forever. I've learned to resent people who've hurt me and forgive them. I have had moments where i've thought "better her and not me" I am thankful for the path that was written for me, and i anticipate what lies ahead. I have no real resolutions, except to to do well in school, ACT's, yadda yadda, yadda...
So although i don't look forward to school tomorrow, I await what tomorrow shall bring.