there he goes...

my parents kicked my brother out of the house yesterday, he's coming for his things tomorrow. In the back of my mind,I knew he would leave, i just didn't want him to leave like this. I don't want him to have to quit school, but he's gonna have to if he wants to make it someway or another. I hope he comes around and gets his act together. I hope he realizes that he's killing me whenhe acts the way he does. I want him to stop this whole shit streak he been on for the past year and 1/2. I feel like i'm watching him ruin his life with his own two hands At least he stopped the weed...at least i hope he did...you never know when life throws you a curveball, I'v been getting a lot of those lately. Life is just too god damned dramatic. All I wanna do is be relax somewhere far far away with nothing but a pack camel lights and a few espressos. Why do they make it so damn hard to get cigarettes when your 15?? Shit, i get all mine off my brother. o well, looks like someone's gonna be cranky for a while.